The killer in me is the killer in you

You took my heart and broke it in little pieces
You took my dreams and laught at them
Now I think I know the real you now
I was a fool to think that you had real feelings for me
I was so childish to belive in you, to belive in all your lies
Could this be happening again?
Why?
Late at night I always ask my self why...
Why did I have to fall for you?
The love I gave you was pure and so true
I don’t think some ever gave it to you like I did
But then late at night when I close my eyes, memories come back and forth
Telling me I need you but I won’t, I won’t give in!
The more loving you, the more sorrow I will feel
I just wish I could close my eyes and to find the real you
And say to him I loved you and always will, but why did you do this to me?
But I know that won’t ever happen so what’s he point of writing all this
If you never gonna come back to me because
I push you away with my broken heart
But why didn’t you ever took a chance to look deep inside me
And see my taped broken heart?
But once again I tell you I wish all those lies could come true
So I won’t suffer no more
But as small these words sound "I love you"
They meant so much to me when you first said it
And now just talking to you as a friend hurts even more
Than wanting hear those words again...
But I guess it was all a lie, but could this be happening AGAIN?
Could this be real you? Could this be just a lie?
Could our relationship was all just a lie?

Dark Child